Monday, August 12, 2013

Withdrawals

Curled tight like an invisible cocoon.
Holding heaving ribs - 
I can't tell if it's because my heart
Continually heals only to crumble apart again or if there is something legitimately wrong.
Shared life.
That was what it was.
Everything and anything,
Nothing was too much or unimportant.
I reach for the phone countless times a day just to tell you stories and hear yours.
I wonder, Does Aloycious still love sunshine?
Wondering.
This is the hardest. 
Not knowing.
When my heart aches most -
People have asked if I'm angry.
If I have some grievance to share...

All that I can say, balled-up in my cocoon
All of my answers and thoughts...

Absence is your greatest betrayal.

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